Day one post apocalypse - mundane concerns remain

Walk it out

Get to steppin

Goal 1: Be Biopic Worthy

Goal 2: Make sure Trent Reznor does the soundtrack (Daft Punk also acceptable)
Goal 3: Make sure I'm not played by Jesse Eisenberg

'The modern world, after all, has wanted to deny the person even his own body, even his emanation from his animal center. But man kept his ape-like body, and found he could use it as a base for fleshy and hairy self-assertion, and damn the bureaucrats! '
-Ernest Becker

Lift Off

TAME IMPALA- Feels Like We Only Go Backwards from Becky & Joe on Vimeo.

"In dreams begins responsibility." 

W.B. Yeats

Leaders and followers incapable of vision, all surf upon a sea of technological complexity. All empowered, all unwilling to craft and enact their dreams for fear of responsibility. 

Dreams and duty-equally difficult to hold onto.

To the Nullifiers, Andrew Jackson

Patriotism heading into election season.

'To a Mouse', standard english translation - Robert Burns

Small, crafty, cowering, timorous little beast,
O, what a panic is in your little breast!
You need not start away so hasty
With argumentative chatter!
I would be loath to run and chase you,
With murdering plough-staff.

I'm truly sorry man's dominion
Has broken Nature's social union,
And justifies that ill opinion
Which makes thee startle
At me, thy poor, earth born companion
And fellow mortal!

I doubt not, sometimes, but you may steal;
What then? Poor little beast, you must live!
An odd ear in twenty-four sheaves
Is a small request;
I will get a blessing with what is left,
And never miss it.

Your small house, too, in ruin!
Its feeble walls the winds are scattering!
And nothing now, to build a new one,
Of coarse grass green!
And bleak December's winds coming,
Both bitter and keen!

You saw the fields laid bare and wasted,
And weary winter coming fast,
And cozy here, beneath the blast,
You thought to dwell,
Till crash! the cruel plough passed
Out through your cell.

That small bit heap of leaves and stubble,
Has cost you many a weary nibble!
Now you are turned out, for all your trouble,
Without house or holding,
To endure the winter's sleety dribble,
And hoar-frost cold.

But little Mouse, you are not alone,
In proving foresight may be vain:
The best laid schemes of mice and men
Go often awry,
And leave us nothing but grief and pain,
For promised joy!

Still you are blest, compared with me!
The present only touches you:
But oh! I backward cast my eye,
On prospects dreary!
And forward, though I cannot see,
I guess and fear!

Jul

climate control.

Making that good motion

So often our definitions are centered around a lack, an opposition, to something else. Clearest distinctions are made around "is not" rather than "is".

My milieu seems to keep it positive. A great dinner party with champagne, Cali, Canada, Friends and Fiksu. Started things off with Carl Sagan, ended with George Washington.

hang loose

if the flash don't light, then the battery's low

Dragonette kind of scares the bejeezus out of me, but I appreciate this monochrome groove.

I like the title of this song - once heard wisdom is learning what to forget and what to hold on to.

return balance;

Looking for a hobby - chess boxing seems diversified enough of an extracurricular investment of time.

I spend my days holed up in a digital attic, evenings lost in the biomass.

Codeacademy is a wonderful set of training wheels for aspiring computer programmers. I told a friend I was learning Java, he responded by saying "No you are learning Javascript - there is a difference, and don't you ever make that mistake again".

springy

Great week - kalimoxto last night, basqueing in the warm weather with a Spaniard, Greek, Dave and Ann.
Started reading Gödel,  Escher,  Bach again; tried to talk about it... which didn't go that well. Going to have to focus on forging through its difficult concepts. Computational theory of mind: scares a lot of people.

memories like hyperlinks; in the age post-forgetting;

Processing

Instead of taking a class in strategic marketing I got a job in it. It makes a little more sense, but the literature isn't as good.
To correct that problem I've started reading Snowcrash again. The author, Neal Stephenson*, is smart - but it must have been hard for him to envisage the growth of big data and mobile. I think those are the two most transitive technologies at the moment (or at least my moment). We spend more and more time on our devices, and that time, that money, that human interaction is heavily quantified and repackaged at profit.

Here - have my hypercard.

* - Stephenson is apparently being paid by Jeff Bezos to develop a manned sub-orbital launch system. That's the coolest job ever.

Diamond Age

My strategic marketing class began this past Monday with a discussion of Vincent Negroponte's plan to deliver laptops to every child on the planet. It immediately is striking as a bold enterprise, and one with great promise. Neal Stephenson's excellent book, A Young Lady's Illustrated Primer, raises a good question- ie whether providing raw resources through digital mediums can act as a surrogate teacher.

I'm more concerned with whether or not a non-profit or a for-profit company is better equipped to meet this global need. Negroponte was able to deliver a groundbreaking prototype - which you can buy through a "get one, give one" system similar to Tom's shoes offerings - mainly because the legitimacy of a non-profit allowed the company to draw upon open-source design. Are non-profits able to drive paradigm change faster than their capitalist competitors?

Rap+Nonprofits = Surprisingly Logical

Shwayze-ft-Adele-I Wont Go by EuphoriqMusiq

Welcome to the 1%

from Espo's site - first & fifteenth

Stop complaining - you're probably part of the global 1% - individuals earning more than $34,000 annually (according to World Bank data) are wealthier than 99% of humanity.

Stop feeling bad because you can't take the vacation you want, can't afford the beemer parked in your neighbor's driveway...

Start feeling bad because you're a tremendously empowered person, and you're not acting like it.

Our Very Rich Hours

January & New Years - Tres Riches Heures

"The upshot of all this is that you badly miscalculate the risk. You keep on chasing after the possibility of a big gain because you can't accept the prospect of a loss. Your emotions have sabotaged common sense."

Jonah Lehrer - How We Decide

Is common sense emotional? I once overheard that the two greatest motivations are sloth and fear. SOPA/PIPA proponents employ fear:

Mr. Dodd said Internet companies might well change Washington, but not necessarily for the better with their ability to spread their message globally without regulation or fact-checking.

"It's a new day," he added. "Brace yourselves."

(from nyt)

Were American consumers (we who depend upon free information to sustain our mindspace), motivated by sloth when they wrote their congresspeople? Or were they motivated by a fear of Orwellian creep? Ann makes a good point here - imagine these ignorant old legislators trying to do research without wiki, or trying to poll public opinion, or broadcast an effective campaign message without truly free information.

Most likely they don't know how to do any to this anyway, as all of this work is offloaded onto twenty-something pages in the belly of Washington DC.

mental notes - 1/15

algal bloom

Everyone is joking about the end of the world; conversations about dreams of ill-omen. I'm less inclined to believe Aztec powers of prognostication.

I've been focusing on choice, making choices, and predicting the flows of the system you've constructed with your choices. How We Decide - Thinking in Systems - http://info.cern.ch/ - all required reading.

I don't know why we think we could possibly predict something as important, and unprecedented as the End. Maybe we subconsciously realize this, and choose then to give the Aztecs the benefit of the our doubt.